Support

Every day bring me more messages of love and support. I feel so blessed to have so many friends and family that make that difficult call to someone who has such a bleak prognosis as I have been given. I myself would find it difficult to make such a call.

It is a blessing for me to be able to forget in spite of this. During a visit with friends I find myself forgetting that I am the one everyone is crying and frightened for.
My body FEELS great. I have no ailments or pains. It is just my mind that cycles through the thoughts of what the HELL am I going to do with so much contradictory information. It also assists me in getting some sleep at night. I still wake up and stare at my wife and 19 mo. old son as I ponder what I am going to do. But I am able to get enough sleep to function during the day.

I am also in awe of how considerate my work has been for my complete well being. I hope to make it up to them someday. If you are a friend/family member of mine and feel at a loss of what to do/say, all I ask is that you energetically send me some thoughts of love and healing.